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Races don’t mean much unless youre winning as far as i know I’m in last place at least the coffees good now before I couldn’t taste it with my family and friends out of the picture in the end of days you find new life in little things races arcade games simple writing and sometimes i can’t come up with much but it’s I’ll always have coffee and the friends before the races and arcade to tell me I am a failure

I play a lot but seriously the spirits are high,, and I feel the turn just from knowing each year people fall off.. thats from the turn of the world evil has a name and it comes from no where it’s being mistaken. Not seeing that if we get worse we get worse. Better is always there but what makes us better only you know that but what if you don’t. We search and look and find and rediscover things that have spirits to them or moods these things make the world around us and this is where we fall off the world turns and spirits move. Rediscover yourself

It was late last night when I remembered things about my old life and wondered what must of happened to all those people some I know today but others I haven’t the faintist could they all have succeeded in their lives and wonder if not..these late night thoughts do entertain

Enjoying myself a Starbucks today I notice the money my family gave me was finally noticably low. when I wanted a ukalialy it would be a great way to destroy time. raggedy now from the boarding home and shelter some sound would help I don’t think myself a guitarist and like to mess around a lot.I don’t know how long I would last with one but time spent well is well time spent well and if I could make a band that would be grand too. I have spent a lot of time with them all I need is music skills and the time

Writing something new is like taking cards and mailing it to people for the holidays it shows you care it doesn’t matter what it is it’s there to make them know they are involved I love writing I have written so much that people have actually became books..my life isn’t that amazing but when I write I always feel something new in my life and life is really more creative then previously thought fun happens on paper the way life is saposed to happen I’m Glad to share and I would share my life with the sun if it wasn’t so busy my family is back in my life and we have always been fine together its family but more so because we know how to talk to each other we never get under our skins even after all the drugs and drinking we still hold it for each other the reality is that we are family and we have always been lame to the world when ever I tried to show us something I was only ever as bad as my feelings could hold like a pissed off mountain lion I have pondered about always hopeful and dumb, comunications always bizzare so I insisted always there for the family who was always on time for the holidays and some how always found myself muting after them trying to spin off emotions still my family and we guess cumunications go pass words.

Was waiting for the night to end smoking a cigarette with a house mate not really doing much when it dawned on me. I really need the put them away all I have ever done is shovel cigarette butts in my mouth to walk away like a five finger death punch. In these moment of complimenting a healthier life my house mate is over there eating cookies as he’s smoking. indiscust I turned and walked away reaching the entrance of the boarding home we reside at I said maybe we should wait for our pal here when out of no were a music starts blaring from the smoking area I didn’t know what to do but go see what was going on. Now its a crowd of people smoking i don’t have anymore cigarettes I turn go in to the house and fall asleep by morning I’m down stairs looking for something to do and someone had left a pack of cigarettes last night.

Waking up to my roommate jumping on to the computer I rushed to put my shoes on. It was a good morning and I wasn’t going to waste it my shoes had been sun Burnt since last week leaving them outside was the mistake but I made use of the situation. I stuck my shirt outside for a dry and found that it worked prity well should stick myself outside for a tanning any way I made it down stairs and found everyone working on the local food drive everyone was asking me how I was as I made my way through the boxes everything fresh with the morning I figured I would stay close until the morning sun became hot it was the last Wednesday of the month and women and men are getting food from the drive. I made myself avaible people were getting there food while I fell in and out of micro sleep the whole time waiting for the heat I bent over and felt the heat start on my back i felt like a pair of shoes then and I could tan I thought to myself

At the park wondering what I was going to do about my life when a beautiful women ran up to me and said hey where did the owners go to that dog I said I don’t know but that might be them so I ran up to the cuple and figured they where asking the same thing it was a small dog but I persude carefully the dog ran into a van parked secularly to the park and I asked hey is that yours the lady backed me off with a hand and said who’s dog is this inside a great Dane looked at me and almost muged me running out of the car the lady turned and laughed she had been sitting with it for about five minutes before I had showed up she wreslted with a bag of food and found an entrance looking then I looked side ways I saw a man saying found my boy never does that as the little dog began to knock me over.