Writing something new is like taking cards and mailing it to people for the holidays it shows you care it doesn’t matter what it is it’s there to make them know they are involved I love writing I have written so much that people have actually became books..my life isn’t that amazing but when I write I always feel something new in my life and life is really more creative then previously thought fun happens on paper the way life is saposed to happen I’m Glad to share and I would share my life with the sun if it wasn’t so busy my family is back in my life and we have always been fine together its family but more so because we know how to talk to each other we never get under our skins even after all the drugs and drinking we still hold it for each other the reality is that we are family and we have always been lame to the world when ever I tried to show us something I was only ever as bad as my feelings could hold like a pissed off mountain lion I have pondered about always hopeful and dumb, comunications always bizzare so I insisted always there for the family who was always on time for the holidays and some how always found myself muting after them trying to spin off emotions still my family and we guess cumunications go pass words.